ihardlyexistyeah, just to spare myself and certain people eljay drama, this is now completely friends only.edit: 6-29-05 this journal is D E A D. my new eljay is _autumnxstars_. it was just time or a change. i'll be keeping this journal to remind me of who i used to be, as well as everybody else. too many memories are kept here to just throw away.